Five years ago, I loved my wife more than any other person, and I valued her more than anything else the Lord had by His grace given me. But she couldn’t see it. To this day I spend far too much time in the shower thinking about what I could have done different to prove to her how much she meant to me. Which is why I work all that much harder every single time I see them to show my children how much I love them and how proud I am of them. My former wife has no idea how much I cared for her, how well I spoke of her to my friends, and how many times I thanked the Lord for her. I have to make sure that my children never have the slightest doubt.